Canyon Lake

My husband & I went to Canyon Lake yesterday to spend time with my parents.

We went swimming for a little more than an hour. We then went to the hot tub. The hot tub felt so good.

I love & hate going because they have so much that families can do at the resort. I love it because when we have more children there is plenty to do. I hate it because I see what I am missing out on.

I know if I still had my children with me I wouldn't be able to go into the hot tub, but we could go into the kiddie pool next to the hot tub, go into the indoor pool next to the kiddie pool, go to the big outdoor pool, & go to the playground.

People have told me to move on, but how can you get passed losing a child. I never thought I would outlive any of my children.

One thing I have learned through this is live each day like it is your last because you never know when you are going to be called home.

God bless you all!